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Sat Mar 28, 2009, 12:42 PM
Going to Washington DC, it made me feel like i was home. I came back to my house last night and I felt sick of people. I didn't want to see my family and I wanted to go back "home". It was a wierd feeling..I've never felt it before. Today we had a party (it was a celebration for the end of my mom's chemo treatment) and EVERYONE came over. I couldn't handle it. Which was odd because im never this irritable. They all have left, but I still wish I could go back.
I talked to people (we went on a school trip with my grade) that I've never talked to in my whole life before. It was awesome. Some of the memorials were tear-jerking and some of the stories were beautiful, but mostly I just felt alive. Spending time with my family...as in right now...I feel so bad because i'm unintentionally snapping at them. I dont want to but I cant bring myself not to. I want to go home.
I miss the people I fell in love with. I miss the relationships that I know will never be the same. I miss waking up to go to breakfast with my friends and I miss how warm it was. I miss laughing on the bus and flirting with the guys and taking a gazillion pictures a day. I miss having fun. And I miss the sunrise on the glass buildings. I miss the freezing rain and the beaming hot sun.

I want to go HOME.

  • Mood: Anguish
  • Listening to: Boston - Augustana
  • Reading: Watchmen <3

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I am in love with life :heart:. Which might sound wierd, but after so much death, life seems pretty good :giggle:. I've been through a lot, you should ask me about it sometime...I'll tell you :)
I absolutely LOVE horses, and most other animals too, but horses are magical :aww:
I love writing and reading and I love my friends too. They are my world.
I play volleyball and softball and I've been riding horses for five years consistently.
Laughing makes me happy :boogie:

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: USA
  • Interests: Horses, softball, volleyball, dancing, singing, and friends
  • Favourite movie: King Kong? Hmm....that's a hard one
  • Favourite band or musician: right now, The Killers
  • Favourite genre of music: all except orchestra and country :)
  • Favourite poet or writer: That's like asking me my favorite book! Impossible to answer :giggle:
  • Favourite style of art: Anything that inspire, heals, or provokes any feeling
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod - green.
  • Skin of choice: Dark. I love chocolate skin and Italian skin <3
  • Favourite game: Fate lol
  • Tools of the Trade: pencils, paper, and a camera

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:iconjust-pancakes:
Hi! Found you off a link on FA. I'm sunami on FA. Nice to meet you!
:iconwindrift:
:wave: hey good to see you! thank you very much for the recent fave, it is much appreciated! :dance:

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thanks!

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:iconbentleysthebest:
no problem :)

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:iconlittle-indian:
hey,thanks for favs! :hug: :smooch:

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:iconbentleysthebest:
you're welcome! :hug: :heart:

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Love Arra~

Life’s like a movie, write your own ending
Keep believing, keep pretending
We’ve done just what we’ve set out to do
Thanks to the lovers, the dreamers, and you.
~Kermit and The Muppets

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:iconrockerbybaby:
All of your fave/collections mean alot to me, despite the late response...thank you much hon.:hug:


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:iconbentleysthebest:
you're welcome :hug: thanks for writing so well :aww:

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Love Arra~

Life’s like a movie, write your own ending
Keep believing, keep pretending
We’ve done just what we’ve set out to do
Thanks to the lovers, the dreamers, and you.
~Kermit and The Muppets

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:iconrockerbybaby:
:cuddle: Means alot. So much.

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Across the face of the Earth, her ruby cheeks shone; Winds of whisper buried seeds of rumor, made her secret well grown.
:iconbentleysthebest:
:hug:

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Love Arra~

Life’s like a movie, write your own ending
Keep believing, keep pretending
We’ve done just what we’ve set out to do
Thanks to the lovers, the dreamers, and you.
~Kermit and The Muppets

:heart:

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